InsyaAllah.

Amin.

"..andai kau jujur memahami, tiada ku menjauhi."

today was certainly not a fairytale.

'Cos today, sucked. So far, harini hari paling depressing and uninspiring and blargh sejak sampai sini. UNINSPIRED, to the max. Nasib baik dapat juga interact dengan kanak-kanak [hotstuff] UM hee kalau tak memang aku mati akibat depression.

I'm pretty sure it was mostly to do with the God awful weather that just strips happiness away from the soul, I swear it does. Described in 3 words --- grey, grey, grey. Tambah sikit, gloomy. And wet. And windy. And GREY. Ugh. Maka bermula lah homesickness tahap gaban. Call Malaysia dapat cakap dengan parents and sibs and cuzzies sumpah rindu, lagi sedih :(

I feel like posting pictures today lah. Skype is a God-send, as you can witness below.

Makcik-makcik bawah ni pun dah skype (except Imeng, cepat weh nak tengok your face lah rindu!) tapi gambar tak clear. Which just means we have to skype summore yayyyy! HAHAHAHAH InsyaAllah nanti eh bila kita semua free. Susah betul nak cari masa sesuai. 8 hours is too big a time zone jump. Aku baru nak bangun korang dah nak habis sehari dah haha.

I miss everyone, more and more each day. Sigh.

3 am

*Staying up 'til the wee hours of the morning to finish some random piece of legislative coursework that seems to make no sense whatsoever.*

I finally feel like a law student.

chill pill.

There's more. There's way more.

But I should probably get to doing my Legal Methods essay right about now, heh just a minute. I'm kinda busy, staring at the screen, looking at what can only be described as near perfection. Oh and you know the second picture up there, I was practically crying looking at that one.

HAHAHAHAHAH okay that is so sad. Yes it's been a while tak meng-Gubler kan diri. I was watching the latest episode of Criminal Minds cos sumpah dah lama gila tak tengok I don't even know where I left off. Catching up with the doctor there, Dr. Reid uuu how you blow me away.

Gosh. Forgive the pathetic-ness.

Oh kecomelan. See the part where he immediately says, 'Kids!' macam spontan sangat aduih geram. Where can I find me one of these? Tesco ada jual? Pff.

and you'll be out of ideas pretty soon.

I accidentally left the milk out for a few hours the other day. And it got all weird dah tak boleh minum. So alang-alang dah memang tak boleh minum, I was so curious to see what would happen if I left it out for a little bit longer. By little, I mean 5 days hihi. Lo and behold, mouldy watery clumpy milk! Cool sangat. Kalau kat sekolah dulu buat experiment seronok macam ni mesti aku pay attention kot. Hampeh.

Apparently if you leave it out long enough, ada possibility akan meletup. How awesome would that be?! Cuma nanti bilik bau macam kandang so takpe lah saya buang je. That's my little science thing done. Tut tut.

Oh and look look I decorated my board with lots of pictures of people I love. Still under construction though, banyak gambar nak tukar-tukar tempat and tak print lagi. I like it though, I like it a lot.

I like opening the door and seeing happy faces of people I care about (and hopefully care about me). The warm smiles of each of them give me strength, every day. Hee.

pillar of strength.

I wish you could stay here with me sampai habis degree. Sampai habis semua ni. Kenapa kena balik Malaysiaaaaaaaa ala duduk je lah kat sini teman kan orang grr.

My daily source of wisdom and inspiration. I love you Ibu.

Oh and btw, why do I look absolutely nothing like you? Is there something you need to tell me hahahah. In Ibu's own words, "..you look like somebody I picked up off the street!" Sad, but true. Genetics orang Taiping ni tak kuat lah nampak nya.

Still love you though.