One more week.

And it'll be done.

Yeah yeah yeah.

I wish I could say that it's all black and white but it's gray,

Currently bopping to this whilst studying Jurisprudence 'cos I need some light and happy de-stressers right now woohoo.

Tawakal.

It's about 13 hours 15 minutes until my first paper for semester 2 of second year starts. Panic? Mesti lah, tapi Alhamdulillah so far I'm much calmer than I would expect myself to be in this situation. Usually I'd be hyperventilating macam gila, tapi currently I'm still managing to breathe calmly which is such a blessing. 

Land Law I feel is like one of the worst, if not the worst subject I have ever had to learn. The principles, the methods, the issues and oh God the legal language it's written in is beyond comprehension almost all the time. I have to refer to 4 or 5 sources just to get the meaning of something because one book will say one thing and the other will say another.

And why am I babbling on over here when I should be preparing? 

Well, I am preparing. Nak muntah penat prepare. Taking 5 as they say, my head needs to chill kejap. 

I don't feel ready. I don't feel like I know enough to answer an exam. But hey, I have done absolutely everything I can. That I am sure of. And once we have given something all our efforts, it's up to Him to decide the outcomes right? There are reasons for everything that happens. 

Okay dah lah tu pergi sambung study Licences and Proprietary Estoppel. Such fun. 

I hate May.

Sebab May time exams.

I want to get them over with in the best way possible. I'm going to give it my best shot. Like I always do. Berjaya or not, itu takdir Allah. It always is.

He has helped me through everything up until now and I pray He continues to help me and my friends who are going through their own challenges. A friend's prayers, when honest and sincere can be very powerful.

I miss my friends at home. I miss home. I want to go home.

But I can't go home yet. Not just yet. Tapi tak lama dah hehe hati berbunga fikir nak peluk Ibu and Ayah.

Allah please guide us straight and true.