reverie whisper in my ear,

It's because you're awesome and every minute spent with you is one minute less I have to miss you. Ececeh.

oh and sorry terlambat sikit kan.

I'll sail the ocean with you.

Everyone heard about the landslide that happened in Hulu Langat in May. Siapa yang tak? It was a horrible tragedy that claimed the lives of so many innocent kids. The moment it was on the news, my mum has been personally involved in trying to help them any way she can because she's awesome like that. So the whole family's involved with her too. Beli supplies, kumpul funding sendiri2, buat page kat Facebook lah apa semua to try and get some support.

So the other day when the Deputy Vice Chancellor of UKM went to hand over the money UKM had collected, dana and zakat apa semua tu, my mum was invited to go too. And I tagged along, 'cos well, why not?

There was media and press coverage. Aku pun berdiri lah kat situ tangkap gambar tepi journalists. Terasa macam journalist haha.

Masa ni I was all like, "Korang buat macam ni kat mata. Cepat lah!" They were reluctant tapi gelak2 lepas tu buat jugak. Kak Azlyn memang sewel sikit, and they know that already.

They're pushing on, and I admire them for that. I mean if they can still find a reason to smile, what the hell is your excuse?

And TGSYAIRAH I MISS YOU AND THANKYOU FOR CALLING :)

Nak. Omg. Nak.

we'll grow up sooner or later.

Chillin' with the homies haha yeah I really missed them. Lepas ni we don't know where we're gonna end up so entah jumpa ke tak lagi. Tapi ada orang tu akan ke Bristol lah pulak so memang lagi lah kena jumpa dia kan. Oh Nina Nina Nina.

This noobish get-together was lovely. That's a compliment btw guys, sebab I think kitorang semua macam noobs and that's why boleh get along so well. Tapi aku lah yang paling noob sebab haritu tak tengok Transfomers 3 lagi HAHAHA tapi aku dah tengok semalam okay and memang best best best :D

"Ice-Cube's a Muslim."

"Ice Cube. Apa tu?"

Hahaha Aina you crack us up lah.

if the green left the grass.

Things happen that are out of your control. You've just got to accept that. Okay maybe not you, but me. I've got to accept that. Not everything will turn out how I hoped and maybe that's okay. Maybe that's better. Much better.

I mean, I can put all my effort into it, all the prayers and all my heart but it may not work out. It's not just me. The world doesn't revolve around me. Yes I know that.

Sometimes I've got to be my own superhero.

Sebab aku takde nombor handphone Superman so mampus lah aku nak tunggu dia sampai dulu pfft.

red and blue

*seemed*

Sama tinggi tu hahaha comel sangat, sangat comel.

just dampen my tired eyes.

"Fatini cinta dekat Afiq, Sephia cinta dekat Idlan, Syasya cinta dekat Iman."

That line came from my 6 year old munchkin, Fatini. You can imagine I was rather shocked she told me this. Tak tahu nak respond macam mana. I mean, she's 6. Now please put yourself in my shoes, as the teacher and supposed educator for this little girl, or little girls lah kan since there's 3 of them, what would you say in response? Hahaha nak gelak memang nak gelak cos it's so cute. Tapi macam nak tegur jugak and be all mum-like and say 'Girl, you're 6! Sifir 2 pun tak hafal lagi tak payah nak cinta2.' But I didn't say that.

Sebab teringat my crush when I was 6. Ya Allah fikir balik sumpah kelakar. He was really cute. Like really cute. Kawan macam biasa je, padahal suka kan. Alas, it was not meant to be. He liked another girl. Oh well. I actually bumped into him masa tuisyen Form 3. He didn't recognise me, but I recognised him definitely. And let's just say, dah tak cute macam dulu dah --' ngeh ngeh.

Later on I thought to myself, heh this is kinda sweet. I mean, this little girl trusts me enough to tell me she has a crush on a boy. Terharu sikit :') because whatever their age, girls don't just randomly tell people when they like a boy. That's personal stuff hello. Anyway she made me promise not to tell the boy, sebab segan. So that's good. Ada rasa segan sikit which I believe all girls should have.

Yeah I remembered just how innocent it all was. I mean, we all have crushes dari kecik lagi. But that's usually all it is, a crush. At 6, you don't act on it. If you act on it macam pelik je. Pelik gila. My mum would be like, "dah gatal sangat sunat bagi habis kang," gahahaha brutal kot mak aku.

Okay I'm blabbering now tu je dah bye.