Since you left I don't hear anything.

I didn't get to see everyone, just the ones who were there. But it was the best. Just reminded me how much I miss you guys.

Kalau datang Bangi lagi cakap eh :)

OH BTW I'm trying this thing where my posts' titles are random Owl City lyrics (just cos Adam's completely incredible) so just ignore it if it has nothing to do with what I actually write hahaha.

Can't help it.

So weird, and so freakishly brilliant. Grr.

Perlu title ke tak payah lah.

My darling baby cousin Eizzah turned 2 yesterday so the whole Taiping clan turned up to celebrate at McDonald's Damansara which was just lovely. Tu lah, budak2 sekarang have birthday parties when they're 2. When I was 2 I was lucky if I got a story book -.-

I love her birthday date, 23.4. Cool gila. She was actually due on the 22nd, tapi I told her to just hang on sikit lagi, jangan keluar lagi, tunggu sekejap and she did hahaha merana umi dia. Tapi now she has a bond with her Kakyong Azlyn kan Eizzah kan.

Bajet nak try hijab style lain so tengok those tutorials on YouTube, cos being at home for long periods of time makes you boredddd. Haih tak jadi Lyn tak jadi.

Nurul Eizzah is 2 :)

I miss hanging out with my cousins. Especially si kurus bawah ni. She lives in Ipoh so jarang dapat jumpa, tapi bila jumpa heboh sekampung. Miss you Nabilatul Husna. Sorry tangkap gambar dekat kedai mamak memang glamer sangat sebenarnya.

Tiba2 tak sabar nak raya haha lek lu.

You just have to believe.

All hail Google.

Seriously funny stuff oh my gosh tak sangka jumpa benda kelakar tetiba.

Okay so I was browsing the net, and by the net I of course mean Google, for the format on how to write a 'surat nak mintak kerja' haha (let's not go there) and anyway this was the first thing that popped up. It's just a really cute little letter. Kalau buku teks BM dulu macam ni sumpah seronok aku bila belajar, hari2 menunggu je nak belajar BM kot.

Dalam surat ni, which is a surat contoh, this guy nak mintak kerja dengan MAS tapi result SPM semua D's and E's so macam merepek gila taktik dia guna. Like in one part he says,

"..saye sangat berminat & bersungguh2 sampai tak boleh tido malam mengingatkan pekerjaan dalam dalam bidang ini. Walaupun begitu saye mengaku sebab saye mintak kerja disini kerana Saya juga adalah seorang petani anggur. Disebabkan begitu pihak tuan kenalah ambil saya bekerja disini."

and he continues,

"..Pihak tuan perlu tahu juga bahawasanya bapa saya iaitu ABD GHAFAR adalah seorang ahli KWSP. Jika pihak tuan tidak mengambil saya bekerja saya serta merta akan menyuruh bapa saya membekukan pengeluaran KWSP pihak tuan masa tua nanti. Jika pihak tuan tak nak susah baiklah ambil saya bekerja disini."

and he still carries on,

"..Dan saya berasa gembira & seronok & akan belanja satu MAS makan sekiranya diterima bekerja di syarikat tuan dan saya berjanji akan bekerja dengan bersungguh-sungguh disamping bangun awal dan datang kerja awal. Saya tak tipu nie. Walaupun saya pernah ponteng skolah dan ditangkap beberapa kali saya akan insaf juga jika saya dapat kerja ini."

and he ends with,

"..Jika pihak tuan tidak mengambil saya bekerja hidup pihak tuan akan berakhir dengan bacaan yasin."

HAHAHAHAHA WTF SO AWESOME LAH WEH :)

Siapa yang rangka benda ni sumpah kreatif. You should read the whole thing, it's pretty damn hillarious.

>>>>> http://blog.malaysia-hosted.com/2008/03/07/contoh-format-surat-memohon-kerja/

I miss laughing. I need to laugh more.

Thank you.

I'm still smiling.

Ya Alice, memang betul. Haha it's so confusing. I'm not sure what's going to happen to me and I'm scared and excited but in a way I also don't give a shit. Cos it hurts too much when you care, and knowing that it can be taken away just like that. Sakit hati. So I've built a wall, a whatever-give-it-your-best-shot wall. Kepala rasa macam pusing2. Kelakar jugak sebenarnya semua ni.

I'm glad I have people I can count on.

Hahaha okay dah dah I hate being all sad and shitty like this because that's not how I naturally am as a person so bila sedih rasa macam eh ni tak betul lah. I just need to figure everything out, then hopefully things will get better. So let's just end with a picture of the Madagascar penguins yang comel2 tu kah kah.

Comel kan? Penguin2 gila. Eh penguin dalam BM penguin jugak kan? Ke bukan. Hee.

Interview Montage

I do miss the times spent doing my Law Foundation. I had so much fun. Found this video on Youtube. It's the one they showed during the Grand Dinner. Ada lagi satu tapi tu nanti lah. But if you wanna see it ada je kat Youtube, and I think yang tu pun style gila. Anyway this one is a dedication to the lecturers, it's really cool. Kudos to the production people!

Oh and if you spot me in it, uhh I don't know what to say. Cat got my tongue I guess. Haha.

Que sera, sera.

I know everything happens for a reason and I've accepted that. I mean, I've gone through too much now to not realise that. There's a path that's been laid out for me, and it might not be exactly what I want but it'll get me to where I'm supposed to be. Where am I supposed to be? I have no clue. God knows, He's just not telling me.

I am grateful. I am thankful. Really I am.

All Things Bright and Beautiful

Okay I'm dying. Haha. Excited semacam. I've heard 4 of the 15, and they were all fantastic hah I'm totally biased when it comes to him and his music. He's just so good.

And the way he writes, like oh gosh seriously, ahhhhhh.

"I am sipping on old leather, my back is turned against the dark glass patio sliding door. It is night. Parachutes of heavy soft cloud unfurl their fluffy legs as your soft cricket symphonies accompany me into the moonset. Ivory black keys suddenly become dark stained faces and they make my collar bone hurt. This music, this dance, this procession of dreams tastes of summer and cut grass and the way the breeze blows. Autumn plays via a one hundred and twenty piece insect orchestra, swooning and serenading us under violet blankets of night. I can’t seem to be able to feel anything. The deep music is doing the breathing for me; it pushes and pulls its melody and pumps my bloody heart full of ice water.."

And that's how his songs are too. Like a beautiful mess. A beautiful, colourful mess.

Fakit I'm a mess, just not the beautiful kind.

Tiga A

I've just realised that I've never written anything about the two people whose presence at UiTM Shah Alam helped keep me alive. Haha okay exaggeration sikit, but yes, these two girls were always there when I needed them and I thank God I met them.

Yelah, kita ni sekolah harian 5 tahun kan, tak pernah away from home for more than a few days. So bila duduk kat tempat lain for long periods of time, PLUS kena study kan, emotion kurang stabil lah. Nasib baik lah jumpa orang yang boleh faham, tolong kita get through a new phase in life kan.

NUR ALIAH SELAMAT

I was lucky enough to get you as a classmate, anddd as a roommate. So memang tak pernah pergi kelas lewat lah haha. Homework pun boleh buat sama2 kan, no hal lah katil sebelah je. You're just the nicest and bubbliest girl I've ever met. Senang sangat nak cakap dengan kau, about pretty much anything. Easygoing and cool je, takde nak kepoh2. And I could always talk to you if I had like, 'issues'. Perempuan kan -.-

Elok2 pulak taste in music kita sama kan Lia kan. Takpe, aku bagi kau Jason Wade, tapi Adam Young aku punya forever and ever okay hahaha. You kept me from going mental during the first semester, the hardest semester sebab nak adjust. Teman aku pergi main skuasy lah pergi pool lah jogging lah apa. Suka lepak dalam bilik cos I know you'll be there with that cheerful disposition of yours, made me chill and kurengg stress nya haha.

NUR AINA ABU ZARIM

Aina, I gotta be honest here and say that awal2 semester I thought you were kinda annoying. SORRYYYY haha. Tapi as time went by, I got to see that you're actually really awesomeeeee. You're sweet, funny and kinda gila actually. Suka group dengan kau cos you'll always be checking up on me to make sure kerja dah siap haha. And idk about you, but I think we really bonded masa preps untuk Asasi Dinner kan. I mean, yeah that's when I felt I could really open up to you, and you didn't judge me.

You're level headed and you give really good advice. I know how you think you are, but let me assure you that you're fantastic okay. Just stay the way you are and you don't need to change for anybody. Thanks for being there for me especially towards the end when things just got complicated and I needed your shoulder to cry on. Dengan bantal2 kau pun aku rembat kan haha.

I'm pretty sure God put me there so I could meet you lovely people. Don't know how I would've survived kalau korang takde. Oh and thank you sangat for the Economics study time we had. Sumpah time tu rasa nak mati sangat dah.



I love you girls. Lots. And lots.