Interview Montage

I do miss the times spent doing my Law Foundation. I had so much fun. Found this video on Youtube. It's the one they showed during the Grand Dinner. Ada lagi satu tapi tu nanti lah. But if you wanna see it ada je kat Youtube, and I think yang tu pun style gila. Anyway this one is a dedication to the lecturers, it's really cool. Kudos to the production people!

Oh and if you spot me in it, uhh I don't know what to say. Cat got my tongue I guess. Haha.

Que sera, sera.

I know everything happens for a reason and I've accepted that. I mean, I've gone through too much now to not realise that. There's a path that's been laid out for me, and it might not be exactly what I want but it'll get me to where I'm supposed to be. Where am I supposed to be? I have no clue. God knows, He's just not telling me.

I am grateful. I am thankful. Really I am.

All Things Bright and Beautiful

Okay I'm dying. Haha. Excited semacam. I've heard 4 of the 15, and they were all fantastic hah I'm totally biased when it comes to him and his music. He's just so good.

And the way he writes, like oh gosh seriously, ahhhhhh.

"I am sipping on old leather, my back is turned against the dark glass patio sliding door. It is night. Parachutes of heavy soft cloud unfurl their fluffy legs as your soft cricket symphonies accompany me into the moonset. Ivory black keys suddenly become dark stained faces and they make my collar bone hurt. This music, this dance, this procession of dreams tastes of summer and cut grass and the way the breeze blows. Autumn plays via a one hundred and twenty piece insect orchestra, swooning and serenading us under violet blankets of night. I can’t seem to be able to feel anything. The deep music is doing the breathing for me; it pushes and pulls its melody and pumps my bloody heart full of ice water.."

And that's how his songs are too. Like a beautiful mess. A beautiful, colourful mess.

Fakit I'm a mess, just not the beautiful kind.

Tiga A

I've just realised that I've never written anything about the two people whose presence at UiTM Shah Alam helped keep me alive. Haha okay exaggeration sikit, but yes, these two girls were always there when I needed them and I thank God I met them.

Yelah, kita ni sekolah harian 5 tahun kan, tak pernah away from home for more than a few days. So bila duduk kat tempat lain for long periods of time, PLUS kena study kan, emotion kurang stabil lah. Nasib baik lah jumpa orang yang boleh faham, tolong kita get through a new phase in life kan.

NUR ALIAH SELAMAT

I was lucky enough to get you as a classmate, anddd as a roommate. So memang tak pernah pergi kelas lewat lah haha. Homework pun boleh buat sama2 kan, no hal lah katil sebelah je. You're just the nicest and bubbliest girl I've ever met. Senang sangat nak cakap dengan kau, about pretty much anything. Easygoing and cool je, takde nak kepoh2. And I could always talk to you if I had like, 'issues'. Perempuan kan -.-

Elok2 pulak taste in music kita sama kan Lia kan. Takpe, aku bagi kau Jason Wade, tapi Adam Young aku punya forever and ever okay hahaha. You kept me from going mental during the first semester, the hardest semester sebab nak adjust. Teman aku pergi main skuasy lah pergi pool lah jogging lah apa. Suka lepak dalam bilik cos I know you'll be there with that cheerful disposition of yours, made me chill and kurengg stress nya haha.

NUR AINA ABU ZARIM

Aina, I gotta be honest here and say that awal2 semester I thought you were kinda annoying. SORRYYYY haha. Tapi as time went by, I got to see that you're actually really awesomeeeee. You're sweet, funny and kinda gila actually. Suka group dengan kau cos you'll always be checking up on me to make sure kerja dah siap haha. And idk about you, but I think we really bonded masa preps untuk Asasi Dinner kan. I mean, yeah that's when I felt I could really open up to you, and you didn't judge me.

You're level headed and you give really good advice. I know how you think you are, but let me assure you that you're fantastic okay. Just stay the way you are and you don't need to change for anybody. Thanks for being there for me especially towards the end when things just got complicated and I needed your shoulder to cry on. Dengan bantal2 kau pun aku rembat kan haha.

I'm pretty sure God put me there so I could meet you lovely people. Don't know how I would've survived kalau korang takde. Oh and thank you sangat for the Economics study time we had. Sumpah time tu rasa nak mati sangat dah.



I love you girls. Lots. And lots.

Tahap gaban.

Boleh tak kalau saya benci memandu kereta manual. Benci sangat. Saya merasakan bahawa apabila memandu kereta manual, kemungkinan untuk bertemu kemalangan tersangat lah tinggi. Apabila saya memandu kereta auto pun macam siot, ini pula kereta yang saya harus godek2 gear lah semua.

Saya tak pandai lagi nak godek2.

Tadi emak saya menjerit2 dalam kereta kerana saya hampir menukar dari gear 4 terus ke gear 1 apabila hendak menuju 'traffic light'. Apa terdayanya, sudah sekian lama saya memandu kereta auto, jadi saya harus biasakan diri dengan manual. Saya tiada pilihan kerana bapa saya akan membawa kereta auto kesayangan saya itu ke Pulau Pinang.

Jadi, jika saya tidak membiasakan diri dengan kereta manual, saya akan terperap di rumah macam orang bodoh. Itu tidak mungkin akan berlaku. Kemungkinan emak saya berkata benar, saya tidak cukup 'practice' lagi. Katanya, apabila sudah biasa dengan membawa kereta manual, semua menjadi lebih mudah.

FINE I'LL JUST PRACTICE MORE SHEESH

and apparently my BM needs more practice too tah apa aku merepek nii daa -.-

Just so you know,

Yeah, I really was.

Sementara duduk dekat rumah yang ada Wi-Fi

Yes, sementara ada internet, ni lah some pictures yang dapat ditangkap masa Annual Dinner Asasi Undang2 2010-2011. I was part of the Dinner Committee so I had to sit at a separate table from my classmates :(

Hmm yeah that was sad, tht's why I didn't get to take that many pictures with people until we got back to college which was sad. But it's okay cos I still had a blast and I'm happy everyone else did too!

The earlier pictures are during the preparation. We stayed up helping to paint and cut and sew things 'til 3AM tau! Yeah the committee was awesome. BTW some of these are mine and some of the pictures ni main cilok2 camera orang so thankyou Aina, Piah and Fizi :)

Me, Zufar and Hood going crazy one night and painting our nails black hihihi

The theme was Fire and Ice. (Girls wear what makes them look hot, guys wear what mkaes them look cool) Haha nice.

Ni masa tumpang kereta kawan Zufar nak hantar baju pergi dobi. HELLO busy okay takde masa nak basuh baju dengan tangan. Haha thanks dude :)

My roommate Ada yang pakai the maroon kebaya. Sweet sangat kan.

Okay from here down are all my awesomestttt classmates!

Aina - partner in crime :D

Ni laki bini tak boleh dipisahkan -.-

Nina! Debating partner extraodinaire who looked absolutely stunning macam princess that night!

Din hot kan.

This is why I couldn't sit for long. I had to jaga the Dean's List Award recipients. RAMAI OKAY! So I had to make sure they all got up at the right time, berkumpul, beratur in order semua. Hah macam orang gila. Tapi bes. And and gambar atas ni, dari depan sampai belakang line tu, those are all my super smart classmates. Bangga sikit cos my class paling ramai in the whole programme yang dapat Dean's List muahaha.

Dato' Irmohizam hihi

My Law 2 lecturer was literally the hottest of the night.

Hmm lepas habis baru dapat tangkap gambar sikit.

This is Nabila. She's crazyyy, and fantastic! FYI we're the same height and the same weight HAHAHAHA cool gila. Taste in clothes and shoes and bags pun sama. So we trade clothes a lot. Scratch that, I take her clothes a lot :P

Everyone looked so pretty. I had so much fun.